There are so many people in my life...
Who literally just need to be blown off. Forever.
I'm a coward and a fool for having tried so hard. It's like that one thing CS Lewis said in "The Weight of Glory"... about how the beauty and joy we remember experiencing with people wasn't anything IN them, just something that came THROUGH them. And just because you felt it with them once, or even many times, doesn't mean that what you're longing for is them. Because it's not.
I'm a coward and a fool for having tried so hard. It's like that one thing CS Lewis said in "The Weight of Glory"... about how the beauty and joy we remember experiencing with people wasn't anything IN them, just something that came THROUGH them. And just because you felt it with them once, or even many times, doesn't mean that what you're longing for is them. Because it's not.
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We are SOO totally on the same page...wish you were here right now cuz we are drinking now and i'm going to go to video store now too. love you.
aww... I LOVE love :)
You're my favorite cuz. You can play with me anytime.
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