It might have been a lack of foresight...

... to have gotten a job working at the nursing home where both of my grandparents passed away. Now any neglect or "abuse" however slight is going to affect me even more emotionally, even if it's not something that can be avoided. It was also difficult caring for the woman who now occupies the bed in which I last saw my grandmother's cold body. I'm glad I won't typically be working on that wing...