The Patch.

And one last thing... I started the patch today. Despite what I've been told about it... it doesn't seem to be working? Because despite my general happiness and good mood I keep having this flashes of razor-sharp crabbiness and nic-fits. I really want a freaking cigarette. I'm gonna start voice lessons (as positive incentive!) this weekend, so we'll see how that works out. But really, if you guys could pray for me on this that'd be sweet and much appreciated...

I've kinda got something to prove this time around (mainly to myself, but other people are making the list) and don't know how I'd be able to take the failure.